I’m going to start from the top. As some of you might know, I lost my job in the beginning of January. I had been with this company for almost 5 years. Another company bought us out and my position was one of the lucky ones pulled out of a hat to be eliminated! That really sucked! It messed up EVERYTHING! I had just gotten an apartment and started to live on my own just about a month before that. I was living with Nicole. Of course me losing my job really put stress on me causing my attitude to change for the worse. Nicole and I started drifting more and more apart. Needless to say, we ended up in a huge argument at one point and we both agreed that it would be best if she moved out. 2 weeks after she moved out my best friend, Tasha, moved in. At first, things were going wonderful! As they always do. As time went on, and I still was unemployed, me and Tasha started fighting more and more. It got almost to the point that she wanted to move out and I wanted her to move out. Things are still just a little rocky between the two of us. But, I am sure we can get through this. Things just change, I guess, when you move in with someone. I wasn’t aware of these changes. I thought that she would move in and we would still be just like best friends. But, it is/was almost like we are roommates that never knew one another and are trying to do so. I’m not saying that in a bad way either. It’s not just one persons fault (well we each think it’s the others fault heheheh) it’s the both of us. We just have to adjust to seeing each other every single day! But, I must say, that things are getting better. As of right now we have 2 guys living with us. It’s crazy! One is a really good friend of ours (ex of mine as well), Michael. I’m not even telling that whole story. The other one is a new friend of ours that we have met. His name is Jon. HOTTIE!! He’s so cute and so funny! He always makes me laugh. I’m not sure how long either of these two will be staying with us. But they are no trouble so it doesn’t matter.
I finally got a job!! Yep! Fidelity, formerly known as InterCept, hired me back. They called me approximately 2 weeks ago and said that they wanted me back to fill the 2nd shift receptionist from 11:30-8. These hours are almost wonderful!! I love not having to get up so early. But I don’t like getting off so late. I feel like I have no time to do anything at all. Just go home take a bath and relax for a few. Then it’s off to bed I go!!! Not to mention that from 6-8 this phone might ring once if I’m lucky! I forgot just how boring it is to be a receptionist. Moving from Marketing, where I was doing something all day everyday, to Receptionist where I answer the phone and sort the mail. Woot.
Anyways, that’s about all I have for right now. If I think of something else I’ll post it!!
Yeah I've been away for a while. There is a lot of entries to catch up on. So, I'm not going to read them all. I'm just going to start from today. Hehehe I finally got a job. I'm working at the same exact place that I got laid off from. My old roommate (Nicole) moved out. Now my bestfriend, Tasha, is my roommate. Things are going pretty good...a little rocky at times...but I know that we can get through it. Over the past 7 months I've lost about 40 lbs. I wasn't even trying at all. It just kinda happened. Anyways, that's really all that's new. Oh and I got a new cell number so if you need it let me know and I will give it to you.
If my 'glamorous' lifestyle Is appealing to you. . . And you want to try me Because you've 'nothing to lose'. . . Then, let me give you A bit of advice: You are a fool. . . And you'd better think twice.
Ok so I don't even know where to start with this post. I started at 9:33 and it's now 10:51 and this is as far as I've gotten. Partly because I am busy but mostly because I just can't think of how to start. I get started and then erase everything. Things are just so crappy for me lately. I thought that getting out on my own and stuff was going to be so great. Which it is. But I just can't seem to manage my money to save my freakin life! Now here comes Christmas. And it wouldn't be so bad if I didn't have 20 freakin people to buy for. And that's not even including my friends. That's just family. That is the only downside to having a big family. Too many birthdays and too many people to buy for at Christmas time. It's like once I get my money right...something comes along and fucks it up. UGH! It's annoying.
Then there's the situation with stupid guys. I think I need to leave them all alone and just think about myself from here on out. They do nothing but stress me out. I'm not talking about my guy friends. They're all great! I'm still talking to my EX like an idiot. That just does nothing but cause problems but I can't seem to let his stupid ass go. I wish I could. I am sure I could if I just put my mind to it but I love that boy so much it's sickening! There is this guy that I met at a restaraunt (he waited on us) and it's like he WAS into me but then all of a sudden he's not. I'm like whatever! Then there's this one that I've known for a while. We dated a while back. Then we started talking again and we hung out one night and we talked for a while after that and it's just weird. I don't know. I just need to say fuck all men that I am interested in. Maybe I'll become a lesbian.
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